I knew today would be a difficult day for me but especially for my partner. For obvious reasons of privacy I can’t tell you what happened but nothing, I want to hope that in a month time there will be good news. Suffice it to say that statistically, what has happened is very difficult. But you know, with bad luck on the contrary we are masters. I will see to it that I don’t bind my head before I fall, as they say in my part of the world. I have the proverbial devil by the hair. Let’s cross our fingers and go. End of today’s diary.